All of my self worth.... in a single blog

What have I done with my life....
Big deal, I'm world "Bubble King" champion. http://www.yx2004.com/hof.htm
Big deal, I beat freecell 75 times in a row and got over 400k on Diamond Mine (pocketpc)
Big deal, I tested in the top 2 my last two jobs out of hundreds of people
Big deal, My 10 brothers and I have the world record for the most Eagle Scouts in 1 family
I have my business, my house, my kids...
Maybe that's it, I'm obsessive like my mother, I can't stand to loose...
Maybe that's why I can't just forget about my girlfriend Ana,
I am sooooo dang nice to her. She is too immature to get it.